Lately, I've been lacking in finding some inner peace. I have a total of 9 days off from work but I feel like my mind isn't at ease. I have no motivation to do anything. I don't have the motivation to study for the GREs, no energy to work on grad school applications, no energy to hang out with friends. I just feel so incomplete. Sometimes, I just feel like dropping everything and going to somewhere, anywhere. But that's the thing, I just don't know where to run to.
I think what I need to do is to enrich my spiritual life with God. I have been so wrapped up with work that I feel like I've been falling farther and farther away from Him. I hate this. I hate that I sit in church, zone out, and miss an opportunity to be spiritually enriched. How do I reach out to Him? I want to feel complete again.
Usually, fishing helps clear my mind but it didn't.
Despite the smile I have on my face below, I often looked out to the ocean and questioned what the next step was for me. I kept asking myself: Am I just going to continue living to work? When am I going to feel like I'm living?
I guess this is how it feels to be stuck in a rut.
I think what I need to do is to enrich my spiritual life with God. I have been so wrapped up with work that I feel like I've been falling farther and farther away from Him. I hate this. I hate that I sit in church, zone out, and miss an opportunity to be spiritually enriched. How do I reach out to Him? I want to feel complete again.
Usually, fishing helps clear my mind but it didn't.
Despite the smile I have on my face below, I often looked out to the ocean and questioned what the next step was for me. I kept asking myself: Am I just going to continue living to work? When am I going to feel like I'm living?
I guess this is how it feels to be stuck in a rut.
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